I'm sitting on this plane as I'm traveling back home. My heart is heavy missing someone that meant so much. I've lost too many people I know lately and it sucks. There is no easy way to deal with it. It just sucks.
I know that if they didn't mean much to me, I would probably not miss them so much. I know that if they had not impacted my life in the way that they did, it probably would matter as much to me that they are gone.
Yet I fully understand that as people like these come into your life, there is a role and a connection that you share. It isn't just a coincidence.
I find myself missing them at moments and I wish I could just call them up on the phone. There have been many moments where I wanted to call them up and talk to them. It is then that I realize how much I miss them.
I know that if they didn't mean much to me, I would probably not miss them so much. I know that if they had not impacted my life in the way that they did, it probably would matter as much to me that they are gone.
Yet I fully understand that as people like these come into your life, there is a role and a connection that you share. It isn't just a coincidence.
I find myself missing them at moments and I wish I could just call them up on the phone. There have been many moments where I wanted to call them up and talk to them. It is then that I realize how much I miss them.

