It seems like I don't even have time to keep up with friends or do the things I enjoy doing like my music, painting, and being in nature. If I could do those things in my sleep, maybe I could still do them. It feels overwhelming. It feels like "how much more can I take" kind of situation.
Yet, I love what I'm doing, but its taking a toll on my body. Constant headaches are showing up. Sore and tense muscles are prevalent. Other things that I notice are just signs of constant stress and I'm beginning to wonder, is it all worth it.