Day after day, I see searches on a subject near and dear to my heart that proves too many talking voices on the internet is not a good thing. So many write the same thing about what conversion disorder is that makes me wonder if these people are just trying to hear themselves speak. I'm serious here that this is a disgrace to the human existence. People either need to wake up and show that they understand this or sit down in the cheap seats and listen to those that do.
If you are offended by what I write, I do not apologize for this. If you are offended by that, again I do not apologize for this. There are so many people reaching out for help and wondering does anyone understand conversion disorder. What do they get in return? A bunch of repeated and regurgitated gobbledygook that says nothing, does nothing and shoves them deeper into a world of confusion and despair. Shame on all those that propagate this on in the name of hearing themselves speak. If you are one of them, shame on you!
Conversion disorder is a serious condition and when someone is in this, it is hard enough to get an accurate diagnosis, let alone be told that diagnosis. When you suffer from this, your entire world falls apart and you learn that there is not one thing you can trust in the world. You cannot trust others to stand by your side that have been with you all your life and you cannot trust your body that it will function from one moment to the next. Your life becomes a living hell of helplessness and uncertainty.
Each day that you live in this fog of despair and you wonder if you will make it, no one understands you and the medical establishment often fails miserably because of their own inadequacies. Each day you live in this horror and torment, you wonder if the next minute will hold something you will not be able to deal with in your day, or will it be something that you can not guess what it might be from minute to minute. The symptoms change, and the exhaustion comes as a friend but yet, no one seems to have answers.
