Its the way people look at you. Its the way they don't look at you. Its the way people talk to you. Its the way people give you the silent treatment. You know, the unspoken terms. The unspoken looks and words and voices. They are all from disapproving people.
Growing up, there were sounds uttered, looks exchanged and bible verses spouted. There were words uttered and the eye rolls. There were phrases that had perfectly good words, but they were meant as a sword. They were from disapproving people.
And then, there was those silent moments. The ones where you knew they disapproved. The ones where they were disappointed in you. The ones that were the eye stares, or just the turning away of their head. The moments where they acted as if you didn't exist, if you weren't standing right there before them. The many silent moments and lack of connection from disapproving people.
