The thing is, I didn't know as much as I thought I knew. I had swallowed up all that had been shoveled down my throat by my family, society and the church. I was gulping it as if it was my last meal. Unfortunately, it didn't get me too far in the direction I needed to go. Sorry, if this doesn't sound like something you want to read, but it is the truth.
We can convince ourselves...
We can convince ourselves that we know all, but when our actions don't align with what we think and say, then who are we fooling the most? We all do it, whether we want to admit it or not. Its part of being in a human body that is functioning every day.
I am not saying this because it is a pie-in-the-sky concept. I've seen it first hand in my own body and I've seen it in a lot of other bodies. We often don't know as much as we think we know or see or understand or believe or I could go on and on. I know that steps on toes. It stepped on mine many years ago.
Back in 1991 when my life came crashing down and I took my last breaths of air, I realized one thing. What I thought I knew was not what was true. In fact, in order for me to heal and come back from the brink of death, I had to discard most of what I had been taught. I had to discard most of what I thought I had learned. It was the only way to move forward and to walk again and to function normally in life.
Yes, I tried to convince myself and others that I knew a lot, but when life knocks you flat on your butt and you are gasping for your last breaths, you realize just how much you don't know! You begin to see what you have not seen up until this point.
Yes, I fought it. I didn't want to change and let go of all that I depended upon in life. I didn't want to let go of the foundation of what I thought I knew. Yet, the more I was clinging to it, the more my life was drifting out of my reach.
Afraid to let go...
I see many that have done the same thing I did. I see many that cling on to that which does not work, but they are too afraid to let go. I was too afraid as well to let go.
I'm not going to sit here today and tell you what you have to do or how you need to get to your next point on the journey of your life. This is for you to figure out and understand as you take steps. How would I know the truth of what lies ahead for you anyway and if you listened to me on that, you'd be missing the best part of discovering that truth for yourself.
If we are talking about truth and fact and fiction, the following blog post addresses this in more detail.
We, as humans, are super pros at convincing ourselves that we know more than we do and we have life figured out more than we do. Its called being human. However, the evolution of our consciousness and awareness is what leads us to discovery. Its the moments where we let go of all that we know and venture into the unknown that we truly discover more about ourselves and who we are as humans.
Question Of The Day - Have you ever had a moment where you thought you knew it all? Leave a comment below and let me know if you or have not.
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