In my house, if the authority figures needed to make a point, they did so in a dramatic way. It happened so many times from an early age in my life until long after I left home, that it seems like the way problems were dealt with. In fact, the Colorado shooting brings this subject back up for me. It isn't only the killer that I think about, but all those going out to protect themselves and buying guns like there is no tomorrow.
I'm not hear to write about gun control. That is a subject for some other blog, but not mine. What I am here to discuss is how my father and older brother used the shooting, killing, mutilating and suffocating of my pets in order to get rid of problems.
From my little kittens that got shut in the basement cellar door and killed, to my kittens that were drowned in the river, I remember crying my eyes out silently for them. I was not allowed to show any emotion on this or make those who did it feel guilty in any way. There were the innocent frogs that I would see being mutilated just for the joy of it while I so badly wanted to rescue the poor critter. Yet, if I had tried, my body would have been beaten to a pulp.
I'm not hear to write about gun control. That is a subject for some other blog, but not mine. What I am here to discuss is how my father and older brother used the shooting, killing, mutilating and suffocating of my pets in order to get rid of problems.
From my little kittens that got shut in the basement cellar door and killed, to my kittens that were drowned in the river, I remember crying my eyes out silently for them. I was not allowed to show any emotion on this or make those who did it feel guilty in any way. There were the innocent frogs that I would see being mutilated just for the joy of it while I so badly wanted to rescue the poor critter. Yet, if I had tried, my body would have been beaten to a pulp.

