Sometimes we are tested to the ends of our rope. Sometimes we bring this on for ourselves, but never-the-less we have to deal with what is in our day. Running from it or hiding from it won't help us overcome it.
I've burnt the candle at both ends of the stick. I could list the reasons why I do this, but they are insignificant at this moment. For now, while I'm struggling, I remain hopeful that I will find my way back home in my life.